I’m feeling weighted down by worry this week. I have tons of things running through my mind and keeping me up at night…. can I keep to our 2015 budget and still allow for a few extras here and there, are there any non expensive ways of updating this site and still keep it fresh and useful, how easy would it really be to get my shop up and running, what product do I make, how much, would it really sell or am I just kidding myself, would it be possible at some point to make this a full time job? These are the scenarios that keep my mind jumping and busy throughout the day and night.
However, with all over this going on in my head, I feel the need to take a step back and focus on my family. This is the last week that I’ll be working from home with Lorelei and I want to soak up these next few days with her and enjoy her smiles and babbling. I’ve been trying to gain some peace with the daycare situation, and I’m feeling better about asking for help with her education. I just keep reminding herself that Brookview is an amazing school and will allow Lorelei the freedom and structure she needs to learn and develop into her own individual person.